hug me hug me kiss me kiss me

yeah so i thought i would quickly give some updates on gradschool.

it is like crazy hectic. there is zero time to do anything else other than just this. it is completely different from undergrad. im usually reading for reproductive health or health management and policy or stressing over labs for biostats. i told selam the other day that i had to go because i 'have to look over some data'... and then we both burst out laughing at how ridiculous that sounded. what the heck is this mess. im no longer cool.

and then... it's increasingly weird because im trying to balance myself in two different departments: health behavior and health education AND health management and policy.  both of the departments are POLAR opposites.  it is exhaustive. one is super laid back, INSANELY laid back and just like. yeah laid back. and the other is SUPER fast paced, hyper, and intense. it is loads of reading, loads of staying on your toes and networking and just being ridiculous. i feel like hbhe are the hippies of the school and hmp are the donald trump types.

i will end this post at that because im sure the next paragraph will contain a plethora of offensive broad generalizations.

i need sleep. i will be sucking my thumb tonight and crying myself to sleep. where is afie?

when i got cut up, it healed into a keloid called loner

so i was trying to order ONE ticket to see the shanghai ballet and treat myself. and stupid groupon gave me two tickets instead. what an annoyance, now i have to take someone else.