Hat is hard

I realized there is nothing wrong with me. I was born an artist. I feel deeply and I act with care and intricacy. I am understood by few, maybe by no one, but I don't care. It is more important to be inline with the Truth I have embraced and loyal to the Beauty greater than myself.

Hat is teaching me so much about myself. There is an objectivity in it... and I go through ups and downs with it... which are inclinations coming from me.

Today I am struggling with it. I am unhappy and discouraged and turned off. Frustrated! It is coming from me. My last mesk got a bunch of aferins but I am still lacking confidence and feel dissatisfied. This is me, because I am so critical of each minute step that I am unable to see how I am climbing a spiraling staircase.

Hat is the hardest thing I have studied. Harder than physics.