math. you cruel beast.

NEVER in my LIFE have i been made to feel as violated and humiliated as math has made me feel. seriously. it is demented. the more i do it the better i get. but it sucks the life out of me. this is like some kind of black hole warped quick sand relationship that i have signed my life away to.

i make dua that my husband is some super math genius that does all my math for me for the rest of my life inshAllah. and actually HELPS me understand it and love it. ameen. SAVE ME LORD. ill bake him cakes and kiss him in abundance in exchange. yes i will. 

sayantan and jesse cannot even help me. im a lost cause. im jealous of them. they could take over the world EASILY if they wanted to with their brilliant minds (if they weren't so introverted). i love the introverted and socially awkward.